I’ve learned a lot these past few years
Through my fake smiles and unseen tears
That friends sometimes aren’t forever
that true love doesn’t always last
And happy memories stay with you
but those happy moments go by fast

Words can cut deeper than any sword
Leaving you with something
That no man could replace or ever afford
Sometimes things happen,
Sometimes your heart will break
Though to feel real happiness this is what’s at stake
In order to have the comfort of heaven
and your story to live to tell
You must also experience the hate-filled life of hell

Remember . . . There will always be someone there
Someone that honestly does care
A person can leave your life
Leave you alone with your worries and strife
But like pain, the love you once felt cannot from your body depart
but only may enter your heart

Don’t worry someday it will all get better
Your mornings will grow joyful with someone to love
And you’ll have the kind of life you thought you could only dream of

I’ve been there before with my head in my hands
Believing there’s no way anyone could ever understand
But they do . . . trying everything they can to help you
Still you sit there unknowing and blind
To what soon you’ll be glad to find.

My high school life is finally comes to an end… yea.. finally..
In the past two years, I’ve been famous for many thigs.. haha.. don’t tell me you don’t know about it at all.
What can I say? I’m not good in managing myself? People jealous about me? or This is high school?
I have had a hard time, being isolated, being discuss on and on…
What can I do? there’s nothing.. trying very hard to squeeze myself into one of them, fake with them and letting them to take advantage on me, and then is when i know finding a true friend is sri garden it’s very difficult.
Pupils in my school have known each other since they’re in primary or even kindergartens, and ME i started to join this school when I’m in form 2.. and what do you think?
People don’t know me ,doubt me.. comment on me.. and for that, I have lost my interest on explaining and acting in front of people. It’s useless. how many sleepless night i have had, how many times i wash my face with my tears? How many lies i had to say to protect myself?.. It’s all over.
At one point, I had realize that.. It’s not about what people think of you, It’s about how you see yourself and put yourself through. The biggest mistake i had done in high school I had overcome it,and i paid them with my time.. not days but years, and for this i will put in one of the reminder in my life to remind myself, never do the same mistake.