Grief is a lonely process. Your days and nights are filled with memories. Sometimes guilt gets in the way. Sometimes you feel like “What’s the point?” You don’t like being alone and you don’t want to think about getting involved with anyone else either.

I kept dreaming about him.. three days in [...]

I once have this close friend, let’s call her Chanel. I met her in a party,she’s this charming and bright lady, outgoing and friendly. At least that’s how she portrayed herself way back.We did not contact each other right after the party, not until we met up again by chance on the second time and [...]

“You get ideas from daydreaming. You get ideas from being bored. You get ideas all the time. The only difference between writers and other people is we notice when we’re doing it.” ~Neil Gaiman~

One thing about myself is I love to imagine things, I love the damn sentence “what if..?” [...]

My 19th Birthday
Date: 9th of March,2010Time: From 8.00 pmVenue: Hard Rock, Kuala LumpurTheme: Night with the wild animals
1# The bunny set I bought from Japan, first time wearing it in public.. after so long..
2# It was a very last minute thing to celebrate in hard rock.
3# But I still enjoyed and had so much fun [...]

“A dream is a wish your heart makes, when you fast asleep”

Certainly, I’m so happy to cuddle in his arms again, warm as always.But it got heaty after awhile, and with my playfulness, I told him “How I wish you’re a Cullen now”. He giggled.Anis’s expression was puzzled when she saw the both of us. [...]