I knew someday it will have to endI knew eventually I would have to go back to calling you friendIt’s killing me that now that day has comeIf it’s for the best then where is this pain fromI know deep inside that this is what I had to dobut it’s breaking my heart to walk [...]

Was reading all the previous post in my blog.. and I wonder did you guys notice.. 70% of the blog content is all about love, and him..
“Well, I don’t know how long can our relationship last, but when it comes to high school TEH WEI ZHEN is someone who meant a lot to me, [...]

Warning: Do not scroll down if you are feeling hungry right now..!
Date: 23 July 2009Time : Around 9 pmVenue: Restoran Wong Poh, Bukit Mayang Mas(somewhere in kelana jaya)Guest: Wen teng, Meini, May teng, Leslie and me
Before we got to the destination, I had been driving round and round in kelana jaya for nearly an [...]

It’s ADP prom, though I’m not the seniors, but what matter the most is SHOWING OFF MY DRESS.. Isn’t that what proms about? Heh.. don’t feel offended, yea? My girls and I decided to get a table before our holidays start and.. well the price is quiet reasonable though.. 5 stars hotel, grand ballroom, hmm [...]

Only if you would sit back and read.. you will know this blog it’s full of him.. and you will know how silly and naive i was like before..
“We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly”
I thought I truly understand that.. But after all.. [...]

I’ve been like this for awhile.. every time when i look at the calendar, time, clock or anything related to time and date i will have a strange thought in my mind. I’ll be thinking, how i wish i can alter time, what will i be doing now if this was few months ago, what [...]

“Even if you’re able to get along after your break up, the ‘friendship’ itself is not true and genuine because of those leftover feelings.”

The fact that he’s gone has slowly digested in my mind, but I never like the loneliness for i wake up every morning and night before i sleep..
Instead of standing close; carefully determining each details in the picture, I decided to take few steps back and to see the big picture.. I stopped thinking all [...]

I find it hard to concentrate on my studies.. that’s why i decided to write down what’s going on my mind and hopefully i can really transfer what’s on my mind to writing so i can have a peace of mind.
I feel guilty for ruining his life.. I always tell him study is our first [...]

Will he be able to forget what we had?If he have a new girl in future, will he still remember what we had?Will he remember the good memories we had together instead of the bad one?
Someone tell me why, why I keep wanting to know what is it.. it is very ironic.. i want him [...]