No one is looking for feelings overnight,
but if your heart is there, why fight?
A commitment is not needed for us to feel;
That’s not what I need to know you’re real.

You caught my heart, when you found out my hidden message and tell me how much you’d care for me.
You stopped me from falling [...]

So here I am reminiscing our childhood. To be honest, I’m so glad to have you in my life. Mum always say that I love you more when we’re still a child, please know that it is not true, because I’ve always cherish you, (although you always ask me to belanja you makan =p)
Remember how [...]

Grief is a lonely process. Your days and nights are filled with memories. Sometimes guilt gets in the way. Sometimes you feel like “What’s the point?” You don’t like being alone and you don’t want to think about getting involved with anyone else either.

I kept dreaming about him.. three days in [...]

“A dream is a wish your heart makes, when you fast asleep”

Certainly, I’m so happy to cuddle in his arms again, warm as always.But it got heaty after awhile, and with my playfulness, I told him “How I wish you’re a Cullen now”. He giggled.Anis’s expression was puzzled when she saw the both of us. [...]

其实，说不想你是假的。我厌倦自己总是口是心非，说放下，但拳头始终紧握着。快一年了，可是我还是对你依依不舍。我惭愧。我自责。我内疚。你离开以后，我一直都不好过，不是因为孤独，更不是因为不服气。那是因为，我为自己做过的事感到羞耻；我为我自己的行为感到恶心。刚开始，也不明白为什么要如此折磨自己，到后来才发现我在惩罚自己。对外人而言，那也许很愚蠢。可是，谁知道，我的痛楚？谁会谅解？我无法原谅自己的过去，尤其是自己的行为。冷静了以后，才发觉当初的自己是那么的可怕。多么的陌生。国小时，常在课本里读到“自错能改”，可是且忽略了“为时已晚”。我努力的为自己辩解，撒手段，是因为太爱他，不想失去他。爱情本来不就是自私的吗？可是，我觉得这样的想法很恐怖。…就这样，我的心陷在那无止境的拔河中。　我很渴望得到解脱…PS: 我自责，是因为我重蹈覆辙；我内疚，是因为我还在乎你；我惭愧，是因为我不懂珍惜。

L is for the way you look at meO is for the only one I seeV is very, very extraordinaryE is even more than anyone that you adore and
Love is all that I can give to youLove is more than just a game for twoTwo in love can make itTake my heart and please don’t [...]

So, I thought it’s time for myself to confront you. No doubt, it’s easy making lies, but the consequences, living in lies we made is the exact opposite. Especially, to the person I care and love. I claimed that I love you, but I was wrong.. I love myself more, that’s why I created lies.. [...]

What is that for? Are you going to hang on there forever and not respond? You read it do you? or it’s just all by coincident, (which i think it’s not likely).. when it comes to me and you, there’s no fate or destiny.. I’d not buy that anymore.. and the “meant-to-be” thing, it’s just [...]

“The hottest love has the coldest end.” , I came across this quote many years ago, and I used to doubt it, until it happens on me..It has been alomst half a year since I broke up with my ex, and we never contact eachother ever since that.. Why? A question I’ve been asking myself.. [...]

My leg is hurting.. whenever I tap, even a soft tap.. there will be a sharp pain at the side of left my thigh. I have no idea what is going wrong, it has been like this for the past few months.. and gotten worse lately..
Went for a check up the other day, and [...]