"You get ideas from daydreaming. You get ideas from being bored. You get ideas all the time. The only difference between writers and other people is we notice when we're doing it." ~Neil Gaiman~

One thing about myself is I love to imagine things, I love the damn sentence "what if..?"

Most of my friends who know me well,will always tend to ask me "why do you have so much what if?"

Seriously, I have no idea, probably because many incidents happened on me when i was younger, hence it gives me an idea of things can change over a night, and to not failed myself is to have a plan B or even C always.

Many of you might say that I'm a person who worried too much and missed out so much fun because of having to be so careful and serious all the time. But I just can't help it, it's me.

I love inner reflections, I really do.. as much as questioning myself with the impossibles and possibles.

Day dreaming, and drowning myself in my own imagination. I wonder is that a Pisces thing, or it's just me?

Like before I sleep every night,for most of the nights i would say, I will have funny thoughts running in my head. For instance like,"What if I found Lucas lay dead beside me next morning?","What if I woke up one day and find a stranger beside me?", "What if I'm able to stop time?" more and more "what if.."

Sometimes it can go worst, day dreaming in class is a small thing, what I'm talking about here is something more serious like I can drive myself away when I'm reading a novel, yes! like when I'm reading a text, hmm.. probably something like this "Everything about me invites you in - my voice, my face, even my smell. As if I need only of that". Short text like this is enough to keep me wonder in my own thoughts for a good 5 minutes or perhaps more.

You know, day dreaming and imaginations are what keep me from falling today, because I like to place myself in different situation and be prepared for the worst.

I will not say it's a bad thing for thinking too much.. not a good thing either. I would say it's neutral, and it depends on how people judge it. Like the "..everything has both sides, the good and bad, it just depends on how you make use of it.." theory. As for myself, I glad to be who I am, and how I see things today.

Lastly and one word to describe myself in this aspect, I love organizing things, and there is no "last minute" in my dictionary.

So, what's wrong with asking WHAT IF?

PS: Different people have different point of view, and no doubt there's many types of people on this planet. I did not understand that before.. Not until recently, the statement proven to be quite true.