Was reading all the previous post in my blog.. and I wonder did you guys notice.. 70% of the blog content is all about love, and him..
"Well, I don't know how long can our relationship last, but when it comes to high school TEH WEI ZHEN is someone who meant a lot to me, a guy who I cannot forget throughout my high school life, for two years, we had been through lotsa obstacle, but I'm glad that he's always with me when i needed someone to shout or cry out loud...14-12-2008"
"I've been crazy for this guy for a long long long long time, I thought i will have to give up my dream, but miracle happen! I don't know how long it can last, but both of us had a deal... These would be the sweetest teens memory we will ever had in our life!..19-1-2008"
"At the beginning, I was kinda worry, feeling insecure and all.. Because I was afraid he would just leave me alone like how he used to.. But as time pass by, he'd assure me and reminds me that he'll always be by my side and try his best to sooth me and pamper me.Looking back, times when i used to after him, cry for him and all. It is so hard to believe that, this guy is just right beside me now, haha.. i don't know how to express my feeling, it is just.. .. so AMAZING!..17-1-2009"
"I don't know how long can we last, but we wouldn't mind as we know we come to love is not because we have to, it is because we want to.... Lastly, I would like to thanks for being part of my life, thanks for loving me...12-3-2008"
Those are the things i used to say.. and those are also the only thing i left with him..(memories.. in written form) the only evidence of knowing he was part of my life.. I really wonder if any of you truly understand this kind of feeling.. sad.. but feel release in a way.. disappoint but still hoping.. Hate but at the same time love..
.~♥~.
ya..realise on tat~