The fact that he's gone has slowly digested in my mind, but I never like the loneliness for i wake up every morning and night before i sleep..

Instead of standing close; carefully determining each details in the picture, I decided to take few steps back and to see the big picture.. I stopped thinking all the possibilities, stop thinking what' s the truth.. because I told myself "Why bother? Truth is not gonna make you feel better."

I say i want to move on.. and yes I want to.. and I am doing it. I stopped thinking why, I stopped blaming, I stopped asking for opinion, I stopped wishing to see him, I stopped felling guilty. Can't do it in a day.. but it's already in progress.