See How Much I Love You.

Having a tough time lately, not feeling too good, no matter where I am, I just hope to be alone, so I can avoid seeing things that i don't want to see; listening to things i never want to bother. No.. not being emo, but i want to have more time for myself, so I can seek the inner me, and know what I really want and why am I not being contended, where I already have things that people barely have.
It has been 6 days since i talk to zhen. But to me, it feels like a month or perhaps longer. Tried to contact him, but his mother is playing some kind of game, find someone to call him, but it won't work. Tired of the "drama", never want to think of why his mother doing so, because it disgust me.
On the other hand, i'm constantly having headache, or may be you call that migraine and sometimes nausea. No I'm not pregnant, so don't think of funny funny rumors again.
It is near to the end of semester, two more weeks to go, and final examination ahead, not prepared yet, but hopefully soon. Feeling awkward, because don't really like to mix with my friend lately. Right after school, I will just drive home instead of eating with them like how we used to be.
Decided to go to the prom alone, as i can't get through zhen, hope to get some nice heels within this month. Called few girl friends, but so far no one responds, and thinking probably i will go to shop alone or with derek, may be?
Hooked on to restaurant city, barely have time to write blog, sleeping really late at night, because addicted to ZITA LAW'S novels.