I felt so angry annoyed frustrated..
I have no idea what is it call.. mixed emotion? or..
I just don't give a damn about it, all i know is that i am so angryannoyedfrustrated till the max..
I'm just an ordinary human being that always (ok.. or may be sometimes) not satisfied for what i have(it does not mean that i don't appreciate what i had),
I always pursuit myself it's wrong to say that, it's bad to do that..
I hate fakers that's why i'm trying not to be one, (i never like to twist and turn things, what i do is telling it straight no matter how mean or fabulous it is.. )but some how those ego and what d'ya call tht..? pride? or whatever it is will take over the control.. like saying things tht isn't nice,being angry at myself and even picking up a fight with those who i love..


P.S. I am not a bad person, perhaps i don't know how to fake it, or may be i don't want to.