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Friday, March 30, 2007
I Love You I never really knew you you were just another friend, but when I got to know you, I let my heart unbend. I couldn't help past memories that would only make me cry, I had to forget my first love and give love another try. So I've fallen in love with you, and I'll never let you go, I love you more than anyone, I just had to let you know. And if you ever wonder why, I don't know what I'll say, but I'll never stop loving you each and every day. My feelings for you will never change, just know my feelings are true. Just remember one thing..........I Love You!!!!! Labels: S.H.M.I.L.Y .~♥~.
 posted by - Mandy - at 10:58:00 PM -  
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
 Finally... i did my second confession... This time... i'm not using any words to replace my desire... I confess my desire, face to face... in the 5th floor music room... Well... I didn't expect things like that will happen.. This morning, i got to go open the door for saiful's band practice... It's early in the morning... and i scare to be there alone... That's why i asked wei zhen to accompany me... When both of us are in the piano room, i played him a song... NOCTURNE... he seems relax... both of us are not talking... our words are spoken by the piano... the song... theme of love.. The atmosphere are right, them... hem... I asked him, once again... Can you be mine, Zhen...? I'm glad that he said... I will think about it this time... not the one... you're not my type... Wei Zhen... I love you... seriously, I love you... .~♥~.
posted by - Mandy - at 7:35:00 PM -
Sunday, March 25, 2007
 I'm kind of emo now... was wondering why... and oso.. what is love? I don't have it, I can't feel it either... The love i am trying to say is not refer to the relationship between girl and boy... I mean any love around me, included people around me and also my family... I need love, from my family... I need a lover, I want true love... After he leave, i forgotten what's love? What it is like before... ? ... I don't know... feel like crying... but I'm forcing myself not to cry over it... The days before i know what is love, I'm still surviving... and why is it now... I'm feel like dying.. Where's those day i use to live in? Before I can, but now... I can't? Why..? What's going wrong with me?... why? .~♥~.
posted by - Mandy - at 9:58:00 PM -
Saturday, March 24, 2007
International Food Fiesta  Su Yee.. on the dumping machine  Wa... all look so weird... except for me and li shan... =p  In the hunter house..  Chie.. i'm no afraid of you..  Pn Kasmurni and me  Scott... we're busy eating actually  Me and alia... ah.. long time no see...  My lovely physic teacher...  Me and the lolita.. kaka.. mira  We took this on the Leisure Mall bridge  Eating Mc donald  Walao.. so many ppl... >.<  Billy, Joanne and me..  OoOo... so tired.. just came back from Leisure mall.. kaka... watched the Beans on holiday and The haunted school just now.... Sob sob... I'm so broke now, spent so much money for the international food fiesta for today... Well... Haiz... too bad can't watch that with Wei Zhen... Between... I saw vivian and yee hong in leisure mall today.. happy happy... long time din see them ady... Labels: High School .~♥~.
posted by - Mandy - at 11:48:00 PM -
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Never Have I Fallen Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away Labels: S.H.M.I.L.Y .~♥~.
posted by - Mandy - at 6:18:00 PM -
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
 This is the beginning of a new day. God has given me this day to use as i
will. I can waste it, or just use it for good, but what i do today is important,
because i am exchanging a day of my life for it! When tomorrow comes, this day
will be gone forever, living in is place something that i have traded for it. I
want it to be going, and not loss,good, and not evil; success and not failure, in
order that i shall not regret the price that i have paid for it...
Labels: S.H.M.I.L.Y .~♥~.
posted by - Mandy - at 9:00:00 PM -
Monday, March 19, 2007
 Argh.... Why are we studying so many languages? Chinese, English, Malay... It really freak me out... And the Bahasa Melayu I hate it so much, I don't ever know what the teacher are talking about when he or she are teaching in class...
I just received my Assessment1 result for my BM, guess what? I score 10/30, my marks out of 100% is only 33% only... what the hell... Great huh? I trying very hard to understand and learn it... but i just can't... Because of language i can't get straight A's in my study...
Every time when the teacher is giving out the marks, they will keep on reminding that 4 SCIENCE 2 IS THE SECOND BEST CLASS IN FORM4 ; YOU GUYS WILL BE BETTER THEN THE 4 SCIENCE 1. What the... It making me more pressure... every time I've to tell myself that "I'm in 4sc2, I've to study hard, I've to get better result then other... especially pupils in the 3rd class...
I'd like to study in this class... but am i suppose to be in this class? I don't know... But one thing that really makes me feel bad when i be in this class... the first day when i appeal to this class... one of the student said "O my god... what happen to this class? How come those student can just simply enter to this class? Hey ain't this 4sc2?!"
Grrrr..... what the hell... people that don't understand BM, means they are stupid? Very funny... But... on the day i went into this class, i made myself a promise... I'll not get last in this class, I still wanna be in this class in the 2008?! So... just give me sometime.. I'll prove to u guys... although i can't score in BM, but I'll try my best on the subject that are teaching in English instead of Chinese! Labels: High School .~♥~.
posted by - Mandy - at 9:32:00 PM -
Monday, March 12, 2007
For ten months I have waited And held all my tears But last night I let them flow I never again wanted to cry for you Because of what you did You don't deserve my tears Because of what you did I Gave up I find no hope in humanity Because of what you did I see no love in a heart I look for the corruption Because of what you did I no longer care I try not to feel I try not to cry You don't deserve my tears Because of what you did I lost the only thing that made me happy You were what got me through each day But because of what you didI don't know what to do All that is left is tears Tears that have been waiting to fall Waiting for me to break Waiting for me to admit That I miss your love But you don't deserve me Because of what you did I am now lost Alone without you or anybody else You don't deserve my tears But I still cry for you Labels: S.H.M.I.L.Y .~♥~.
posted by - Mandy - at 11:14:00 PM -
Sunday, March 11, 2007
 I was kind of frustrated just now... because of Wei Zhen... ya... wei zhen... again... Me: Why are you always saying that I'm annoying and irritating?WZ:... ... (not talking)Me: How i irritates you?WZ:... ...Me:... answer me... can you...WZ: Well... can we just talk about others... ?Me: Zhen... sometimes i think that you're really too much.. you don't care about other feeling instead of saying ppl annoying. But when people ask you don't know what to answer.WZ: ... ...Me: ... ok... (trying to cool down myself)... I think that I'm too over... Sorry if i IRRITATES you again... Wz:...k...Me: (frustrating)... sorry for interrupting... bye..Wz:... ... bye~ I SEND HIM A MESSAGE ANOTHER FEW HOURS ~
Wei Zhen, I shouldn't have send this message to you. But I insist want you to know. Even through you'll not give a damn about it. But I still hope you could at least consider about what i wanna to tell you. To be honest, I'd care about what people comment about me. I don't know how annoying i am, I don't know what i did to irritate you. But... Hey, can you'd concern about my feeling? I'm a rational person, k?Why don't you just approach to me me and tell me whatever you're not satisfied or dislike about me? You know? people told me that you are a protective person, you doesn't tell other much about yourself. Totally a unfriendly guy. But I still insist on unlocking your heart and be close to you,...although i know I'll fail.... Because I just don't wanna admit what others told me about you. I'm trying very hard to not fall for you, but every illusion you gave me is just one more reminder that i don't know how to let you go. Since you said that I'm not your type and rejected me so badly. Why don't you just ignore me instead of talking to me? Because you are making me fall even deeper for knowing you more. You are my first crush, the first guy that attracts me and the last person that i will let down my pride and confess to. What a shame am I. Wei Zhen, why is it you can put the biggest smile on my face also bring the most tears to my eyes? W ell... I've been talking too much.. Sorry if it irritates you again. But please do remember always for what i want to tell you. Zhen... i like you, and i really do.. .~♥~.
posted by - Mandy - at 11:59:00 PM -
You are invited to my sweet sixteen party!!! My first and only sweet sixteen  ~ Eugene ,Me and Wei Zhen ~  Here cone the cute girls  And here come the cool guys..  The cap gang  They're gambling  zhen zhen and minnie... =p  evil twins and howard..  here come another twins.. kaka Labels: Birthdays .~♥~.
posted by - Mandy - at 2:14:00 AM -
Thursday, March 1, 2007
I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.
Labels: S.H.M.I.L.Y .~♥~.
posted by - Mandy - at 6:24:00 PM -
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