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Thursday, February 22, 2007





Love Is ...
Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.

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.~♥~.
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Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Well... unexpectedly i receive a love letter this morning, with two teddy and a bouquet of roses from someone... I was surprise when i walk in my class and everyone was crowded on my sit and reading my love letter...


Dear Mandy,


I t had been a long time since we meet. I can't believe how long I've been loving you and how long i contained my love.

The look of your eyes and that smile that you give me, melted my heart away. Those smooth cheeks you have, oh, I wished I could have given you a kiss right away. As soon as i see your face, my knees go weak, my throbs hoping to feel you around me.Your body is perfection and to me it does not matter.

I love the way you looked at me the other day. I couldn't talk, my mouth felt numb and i stuttered. I wish i had the courage to do so, cause you are the most beautiful angel ii have ever seen. May be God closed my eyes to other girls and you attracted my attention. I have been waiting for you for 3 years now, I hope I'll be able to talk to you soon. I just don't have the courage.

Thanks for the smile you gave me. I really felt so lightened inside my heart, that i melted. I could say nothing but to just stare at your natural beauty. I wish we could go out together one day and we could have our nights under the moonlight and that i could pour my feelings to you. Thanks you, you awaken me, deep inside. Even if you don't love me, I'll always wait for you ans no matter what, you are in my heart... no matter what happens. I hope I'll be able to hold you in my arms and tell you that i love you. That's all i need from you. I love you and that's a promise.


Love always,

Clement


O my god, it really makes me goosebumps.... sweat... Guess what... my friends are playing the teddy by posing some sex style....
.~♥~.
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Tuesday, February 13, 2007

O my god, I can't sleep well for last night... whenever I think about it, I became

NERVOUS + EXCITING = SIMULATE...

Today.. on this day... 13th of February... first time confessing to a guy... in the class... althought I know that he will reject... but still... I decided... "to be"...!

When the moment i pass him the letter, he was like... O well... thanks... I don't know what's in his mind... Gosh..., he is taking my breath away...

Hopefully, that he'll not treat it as a rubbish, because yesterday i asked him...


ME: Whst will you do if you receive a confession letter?

WZ:...hmm.. rubbish... =p


P.S. I bought him a present for tomorrow, it's a bottle that filled with rolled notes...

*I filled all the notes with love quotes... *

.~♥~.
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Monday, February 12, 2007

To be or not to be? that's a question... and there's only two answer, to be with.. or not to be with, and the problem I'm vexed about is, shall i confess to him?

The day after tomorrow, is gonna be valentines... I'm still hesitating that am i suppose to write him a confession letter... Because I don't have the courage to approach him personally, and he are those "classic" guys, so i think by writing a love letter will be handy.


* Letter *


Dear Wei Zhen,


I didn't have the courage to approach you in person, so i hope you can consider my letter, I have so much in my heart that it keeps me from breathing sometimes.

Well, i was just reminiscing about the date we had on the Saturday, the drink that you selected is perfect, and when we are in cinema, you are just taking my breath away... So, I believe I've a crush on you... Al thought I know it was just a plan, but I really enjoy the day with you.

It's hard for me to explain what the feeling is, all I can say is that when I'm with you, the movie I watch seems to be better, the music I'm listening to sound more alive. Everything I do seems to be better, brighter and exciting when I can share with you. I can't imagine a life without you in it. I have a piece missing from my heart or soul, or somewhere, and you are the missing piece of the puzzle. A perfect fit. I can't ever remember what life was like before you came into it. It was like living in the dark room and now some one's turned on the light.

Everything felt so natural;and you were easy to talk to, it's hard for me to identify what it is about you that attracts me so. The little things you do, the sample gestures you make, the feelings and thoughts you share with me. I adore the way you look, the way you move, and your infection smile. Do you know I love it when you 're day dream and you think no one is watching?

You are always on my mind. I can't stop thinking of you. The first thoughts when I wake, and last thoughts before i go to sleep, is all of you. I don't know, what's your reaction after you read this letter, hopefully you won't treat it as rubbish, because this is the first time for me to write a confession letter, I know that I'm not your type, but I promise I'll try my best to be your dream girl. I can't make you love me, want me or understand me, all I can do is hope that someday you will.

Why do I love you? Because and always have been my dream, something that I can't reach. So, deep down in my heart, I'm asking you "Can you bring my dream to live?" I cross my fingers together and I am looking forward for your answer.


With love,

Mandy




Phew... finally, I done with this letter... O my god... I spend 3 hours on writing it... (faint)

I think I gonna sleep now, is already 2.39... O god... Night...
.~♥~.
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Saturday, February 10, 2007
You take my breath away when you walk past me,
I wish this breath was everlasting,
You take my breath away when you look at me,
Whenever you look at me I turn so weak,
you take my breath away when you were so nice,
you gave my life sugar and spice,
you take my breath away when you speak,
especially when you look at me and wink,
you take my breath away when you say Hi,
I wish everyday you could be mine,
you take my breath away when you call,
when you ask me for one question I love them all,
you take my breath away constantly,
I wish you could especially be with me,
you take my breath away even though you don't notice,
I wish that you would know this,
you take my breath away,everyday

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.~♥~.
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Thursday, February 8, 2007

When we are in the biology lab.... With Wei Zhen and Su Yee..


Me: Wa wa wa... why the way you traeting su yee and me are so different d...
you seems to treat her better... >.<

SY: well... because that i am cute and adorable, that's all... = P

WZ: May be that is one of the reason...? =_=


What the hell....
.~♥~.
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Monday, February 5, 2007



Well... you are a totally different from last Saturday, I still wonder is that really you or you
just too good in acting? You are like drugs, I'm addicted to you, without you I can't live, although i know it is harmful and will cost me dead someday if i keep taking it, but still i want... and i enjoy having you..
Is that still called attracted to you.. or like you? Hopefully, my feeling
towards you are still in the beginning of the stage.
Sometimes, I siting back, relaxing my mind... listening to the music, want to have a peaceful time. But your face are always bump into my mind, especially i remind of your laugh, the music i listening turn to become your laugh, heart beating faster and faster, in that
moment... i even forget how to breathe...
After knowing you like "moonlight sonata", i practice for the whole day after i went home... Just hope someday
somehow I can play this song for ya...
O my... What shall i do now?
Confess my desire to him? But I don't even know, what is he thinking.... In this case...
i think most probably i will reject by him... and I don't want that to happen...
o my... o my... somebody tell me what to do... I'm totally confuse now!


I have feelings of love for the guy I see.

Does he love me too, what does he think of me?

I wish I could tell him he makes me whole, but I'm afraid to say

what's deep in my soul.

I don't want to lose him, for I would be alone,

and some days I just can't wait to hear his voice on the phone.

He does certain things to make me feel loved,

some days he wants to be alone and my heart is shoved.

I want to feel as though I am his safeguard,

the one he can come to when things get hard.

I will always be there to help him along,

and before we met I wasn't as strong.

I wish I could tell him what I feel inside,

but I'm afraid of what he'll say,

how he'll act on the outside.

.~♥~.
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What the hell! what a bad day for me! Fucking angry now! This
morning, when I placing my contact lens to the container... I did not place it
properly.... and...when i closing the cover, I accidentally twisted one of
my lens become half... O my fucking god, I just bought it last Wednesday, not
more then one week.... holy shit... and it cost me Rm58.... grr.....
Argh!!!!!
Between, that's not the only thing, I'm angry about! Because one of
my classmate broken his leg, all my class have to transfer our class room from
the 4th floor to the second floor, and the Wei Zhen are not sitting beside me
now... T_T... ... Of course I want to sit beside him, but... but... he refuse
to, Yong Jian is trying to help me, though... he still refuse to... and you know
what he said?
"Don't want she is very annoying!!"
for the second time Yong Jian ask again,
"I don't want!!!She is so irritating, you know?"
What the, what I did to make you that irritating and annoying?
Sometimes, i really don't know what the hell are you thinking... trying to be
friendly with you.. but always end up in this way!Teh Wei Zhen what the
hell are you thinking? You are torturing me! Grrr......

Well... sorry for being so rude today...

.~♥~.
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Friday, February 2, 2007

Everything are fine for today,but the person sitting next to me.... wei zhen, he seems to be slightly abnormal today..., because... he are kinda energetic and hyper-active today.May be just like what he said, he doesn't talk much when he is tired...

So,i believe after a day of public holiday, his tiredness is fully restored...

Hmm... hopefully he is, because he told me that he is spending his time for playing tennis with his brother yesterday... well well..

Wei zhen... The little things you do, the sample guess as you make, the feeling and thoughts that you share with me. I adore the way you look, the way you move, and your infections smile... So whatever it is that you are doing,thinking or saying, as you go about your day--know that i am there with you, caring you... I can't make you love me, want me or understand me... all I can do is hope that someday you will..
.~♥~.
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Thursday, February 1, 2007
IF LOVE IS AROUND THE CORNER, I MUST BE WALKING IN THE CIRCLE.


Someone confessed with me just now...


V :May i be yours, please accept me this time... let me love you...

Me:Love me...? What is love?

V :Love is, when i want to be with you... missing you... and need you...

Me:Why you love me?

V :I don't know... everything felt so natural; and you were easy to talk to, it's hard for me to identify what it is about you that attracts me so.

Me:You love me because you need me?

V :Yes, i need you...

Me: Sorry... I can't.

V :Why?

Me:I love a person is not because I need him. I need him, because i love him.

V :What's the different?

Me: You'll know it, if you are in love.



Love, is not because you can, is because you want to...
Immature love says: I love you because i need you.
Mature love says: I need you bcause i love you.
... .... You get what i mean?
What is true love?
True love is like ghost, which everybody talk about, and feel seen.
.~♥~.
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