I can't sleep well for last night.. this morning i wake up extra early, just hope that could have a conversation with su yee... but when i reach her place, she's not in... so, i've no choice but to call her... she's kind of irrational... she's damn frustrating, annoying, angry, speechless, i know... For the whole conversation, i'm controlling my emotion, i stay calm.. and listen to her... I didn't meant to fight.. She's the one who thought i call her is because of disturbing her, irritates her! Hell no! Hey... do u thing i will waste my time and money.. over a stupid person?... You're my friend... and i'm trying to make everything right! Stop telling me that how great i am, and how BITCH are you! Stop brain washing me! Thanks for giving me sometime! Like what i say, i wouldn't wanna mention it now, so i'll do it after the mid year examination!
What's wrong with you? What's called friendship? U said we're ain't friends anymore! ok what's the matter... hey, can you stop acting like a spoiled child... we're teens now not children.. we are no more in kinder garden... It's so childish you know?! For the whole conversation, you're keep blaming me... you're telling me how fucking bad mood are you now, telling me how irritates am i... ok...! i quiet and listen.. lastly, let me ask u a question... NOW, I KNOW WHAT'S YOUR FEELING... BUT CAN YOU TELL WHAT'S MY FELLING RIGHT NOW? Stop telling me that!
From the beginning till now, i always treated u as my friend!
I was like you before, blaming my friend and telling her how bad is she... telling her that she makes my life miserable!
But... After all i found that, it's so childish.. and i feel guilty!
... U know what... that's part of friendship! We learn and understand each other better in every argument!
All.. we need is time, time!
Stop telling me that, we're over! It's not over yet, k! no matter what you think go ahead... no matter what you think is right go ahead!
... but let me, tell u what... i won't leave this friendship... i'll be there... no matter how long... i'll wait... because i believe you'll understand someday somehow!
Argh..................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
