Well... yesterday, i dreamed about him... no... not wei zhen... Joo sin i mean... I miss him so badly... In the dream, everything goes back to those day we were... He's hugging me gently... whispering in my ear, how much he love me. Eventhough it was a dream, but I can feel his body warm and heard his heart beating. In that moment, I thought it was reality, and the fact he leave me... was actually a dream.. i thought... I finally woke up from the nightmare... Ha.. ha... but who knows...
Why? I always ask myself. why he hate me so much? But i couldn't get any answer... or... I knew why... ,but i'm just bluffing myself?Al thought, we're broke up, but he's still in my mind... every single day... how come?
Wei Zhen and Joo Sin... who's the one? ...I'm still hesitating...
I love Joo Sin and I like wei zhen... I love joo sin for who he are, and i like wei zhen because he's part of my dream boy.. Ha ha... i'm so greedy... But what to do? It's too late for me to turn back now... Well... everything can only be my dream... I don't have any choices, because the chance of being with joo sin already broken, it's impossible to play back my life. For wei zhen i think i gonna stop falling to him, it's because of su yee... and the main reason is... i'm not his type... he rejected me badly, like what he said in another day. The percentage of accepting me as her girl, no matter now or in the future is always zero...
Well JOO SIN and WEI ZHEN,... who's the one.. or... actually... no one?
