I was kind of frustrated just now... because of Wei Zhen... ya... wei zhen... again...
Me: Why are you always saying that I'm annoying and irritating?
WZ:... ... (not talking)
Me: How i irritates you?
WZ:... ...
Me:... answer me... can you...
WZ: Well... can we just talk about others... ?
Me: Zhen... sometimes i think that you're really too much.. you don't care about other
feeling instead of saying ppl annoying. But when people ask you don't know what to answer.
WZ: ... ...
Me: ... ok... (trying to cool down myself)... I think that I'm too over... Sorry if i IRRITATES you again...
Wz:...k...
Me: (frustrating)... sorry for interrupting... bye..
Wz:... ... bye
~ I SEND HIM A MESSAGE ANOTHER FEW HOURS ~
Wei Zhen,
I shouldn't have send this message to you. But I insist want you to know. Even through you'll not give a damn about it. But I still hope you could at least consider about what i wanna to tell you. To be honest, I'd care about what people comment about me. I don't know how annoying i am, I don't know what i did to irritate you. But... Hey, can you'd concern about my feeling? I'm a rational person, k?Why don't you just approach to me me and tell me whatever you're not satisfied or dislike about me? You know? people told me that you are a protective person, you doesn't tell other much about yourself. Totally a unfriendly guy. But I still insist on unlocking your heart and be close to you,...although i know I'll fail.... Because I just don't wanna admit what others told me about you.
I'm trying very hard to not fall for you, but every illusion you gave me is just one more reminder that i don't know how to let you go. Since you said that I'm not your type and rejected me so badly. Why don't you just ignore me instead of talking to me? Because you are making me fall even deeper for knowing you more. You are my first crush, the first guy that attracts me and the last person that i will let down my pride and confess to. What a shame am I.
Wei Zhen, why is it you can put the biggest smile on my face also bring the most tears to my eyes? W ell... I've been talking too much.. Sorry if it irritates you again. But please do remember always for what i want to tell you.
Zhen... i like you, and i really do..
