Argh.... Why are we studying so many languages? Chinese, English, Malay... It really freak me out... And the Bahasa Melayu I hate it so much, I don't ever know what the teacher are talking about when he or she are teaching in class...
I just received my Assessment1 result for my BM, guess what? I score 10/30, my marks out of 100% is only 33% only... what the hell... Great huh? I trying very hard to understand and learn it... but i just can't... Because of language i can't get straight A's in my study...
Every time when the teacher is giving out the marks, they will keep on reminding that 4 SCIENCE 2 IS THE SECOND BEST CLASS IN FORM4 ; YOU GUYS WILL BE BETTER THEN THE 4 SCIENCE 1. What the... It making me more pressure... every time I've to tell myself that "I'm in 4sc2, I've to study hard, I've to get better result then other... especially pupils in the 3rd class...
I'd like to study in this class... but am i suppose to be in this class? I don't know...
But one thing that really makes me feel bad when i be in this class... the first day when i appeal to this class...
one of the student said "O my god... what happen to this class? How come those student can just simply enter to this class? Hey ain't this 4sc2?!"
Grrrr..... what the hell... people that don't understand BM, means they are stupid? Very funny...
But... on the day i went into this class, i made myself a promise... I'll not get last in this class, I still wanna be in this class in the 2008?! So... just give me sometime.. I'll prove to u guys... although i can't score in BM, but I'll try my best on the subject that are teaching in English instead of Chinese!
Labels: High School
