To be or not to be? that's a question... and there's only two answer, to be with.. or not to be with, and the problem I'm vexed about is, shall i confess to him?
The day after tomorrow, is gonna be valentines... I'm still hesitating that am i suppose to write him a confession letter... Because I don't have the courage to approach him personally, and he are those "classic" guys, so i think by writing a love letter will be handy.
* Letter *
Dear Wei Zhen,
I didn't have the courage to approach you in person, so i hope you can consider my letter, I have so much in my heart that it keeps me from breathing sometimes.
Well, i was just reminiscing about the date we had on the Saturday, the drink that you selected is perfect, and when we are in cinema, you are just taking my breath away... So, I believe I've a crush on you... Al thought I know it was just a plan, but I really enjoy the day with you.
It's hard for me to explain what the feeling is, all I can say is that when I'm with you, the movie I watch seems to be better, the music I'm listening to sound more alive. Everything I do seems to be better, brighter and exciting when I can share with you. I can't imagine a life without you in it. I have a piece missing from my heart or soul, or somewhere, and you are the missing piece of the puzzle. A perfect fit. I can't ever remember what life was like before you came into it. It was like living in the dark room and now some one's turned on the light.
Everything felt so natural;and you were easy to talk to, it's hard for me to identify what it is about you that attracts me so. The little things you do, the sample gestures you make, the feelings and thoughts you share with me. I adore the way you look, the way you move, and your infection smile. Do you know I love it when you 're day dream and you think no one is watching?
You are always on my mind. I can't stop thinking of you. The first thoughts when I wake, and last thoughts before i go to sleep, is all of you. I don't know, what's your reaction after you read this letter, hopefully you won't treat it as rubbish, because this is the first time for me to write a confession letter, I know that I'm not your type, but I promise I'll try my best to be your dream girl. I can't make you love me, want me or understand me, all I can do is hope that someday you will.
Why do I love you? Because and always have been my dream, something that I can't reach. So, deep down in my heart, I'm asking you "Can you bring my dream to live?" I cross my fingers together and I am looking forward for your answer.
With love,
Mandy
Phew... finally, I done with this letter... O my god... I spend 3 hours on writing it... (faint)
I think I gonna sleep now, is already 2.39... O god... Night...
