See How Much I Love You.

Well another 6 hours is going to 2007..This year there's a lot of things happen to me.. and i realise many things... The one who are pleasure the most, finally he has leaved me... ya he is...
Sometimes I find myself sitting back and reminiscing... Especially i have to watch those couple holding eachother hand tight, and kissing eachother so tender...

And when the first time you says i love you...

all the promises we made, all the lay fighting...

I'd tell you sad stories about my childhoodI dunno why I trusted you but I knew that I could

Every morning we spend together...

all the kiss you use to greet me in the morning, whispering beside while i'm sleeping.. telling

me how much you love me..

Dreams, dreams of when we had just started things

Dreams of you and meIt seems, it seems

That I can't shake those memories

I wonder if you have the same dreams too

The littlest things that take me there

The first time i cry infront of you, you hugging me tight with your arm, i can still remember how warm is

your chest and how fast your heart beated...

comforting me that i'm not alone, saying you will leave me never and saying how ugly and stupid when i cried..

Kissing infront all of my friend

1st of july, 2005

5sc2 classroom

behind the canteen

bam villa swimming pool

badminton hall

school hall, piano

Long slow kiss

Silence tears

long comfortable hug

love bites

december 17th 2005

dozen of white roses

sovenirs from genting

Spaghetti

love letter

swatch

Christmas night

Prom night

6th of february,2006

Sad Valentine

Jay chou cd's

rose petal

fragrance oil

our exchange diary

yellow bikini

tickle eachother

our arguement

scar on your arms

butterfly earing

clover necklace

Claudine

May 9th 2006

Ponteng out to date

Stars in your room

20 october 2005

SHMILY
The breakfast i prepare for you every morning
those kiss and hug before you send me to school
and so much more...
I thougth the wound in my heart has fully recover, but i'm wrong..

because it's bleeding for everytime i ansewred my friend i'm ok...
Sorry for making our story tales this short...

Seriously.. you are the first guy i love... the first guy who can makes me smile and cry in the same time, the first guy who taught me what is love, the first guy that hurt me so deeply... SHMILY... I really mean it..

How do you repair a heart that's broken?

How do you heal the wounds?

How do you ever trust another?

How do you love so soon?

You left me asking these questions,You left me alone to wonder.

How could I know you'd leave me,

And break the spell I'm under?

We had a love like fairy tales-Prince Charming on one knee.

I thought I was your Cinderella,

But I was too blind to see.

The love you had came from another,

Someone I'm afraid to know.

So now I hide within myself,

So my pain-filled eyes won't show.

You've made it hard to trust another,

Making sure no paths are crossed.

Since you never knew what you had,

You'll never know now what you've lost!

My heart was all for giving,But all you did was take.

I know one day I'll love again,

And learn from my mistakes.

I posted this on last year, 2006.12.31... im just reposting it...

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