My life is in a crisis right now, many uncertain and sudden events happening. Every night I have difficulties in falling asleep, thinking.. thinking of the past and what may happen in the future. Especially, what if I lost her? I’m too afraid, mum is crying and there is nothing i can do to make her feel better, grandma is sobbing alone afraid of letting us know for she doesn’t want us to be worry about her. Tell me, give me a guideline, what should I do? Is there really a god out there? If there is, guide me! I can’t be just sitting here and watching all these happening before my eyes. The pain is beyond dead.

PS: Your words are constantly playing on my mind for moment like this. “Always with you”

Hello folks! Have you heard of the lastest deal from TM italkwhoa?

Yes! hear me right, twitter through TM talkwhoa! website, the website provides a platform for multipurpose usage. In short, all in one! What are you waiting? Join now to get the promotion, FYI : Any calls made to other countries than mentioned in item 5 are not eligible to enjoy the special rates. (The promotion is applicable to everyone including existing users)

To make iTalk calls from iTalkWhoa, just login to www.italkwhoa.com. And click on the “Phone” tab. Choose the international destination and enter your phone number. Click “Dial” and enjoy the conversation. Do ensure that you have sufficient iTalk Credit before making any calls. In additional, iTalkWhoa is web based portal, therefore you are able to enjoy the service and promotion from anywhere and anytime you want around the world.

PS: I’m so lovin’ this!

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess

PS: Violin and piano.. one of my favourite combination..and I miss you playing the violin

Event: 2010 International Food Fiesta
Venue: Sri Garden
Partner in crime: Leslie and Mable

1# Introducing Mable, i find it interesting on how most of my teachers ask me if she’s my sister and some of my friends even relate her as my brother’s gf XD

2# The tickets sold of quite early, for those who came in the afternoon,did you guys manage to get any coupons?

3# The first person I saw, Yong Jian! heh.. we have a history together.. haha just jk.. we’re highschool bff

4# Meet my formal classmates! trust me, they all eat books one! (don’t hit me =p)

5# I like this picture! It’s so cute, look at their eyes! all one line one XD

6# Due to my brother(camera man)’s laziness, I’m sorry to say that, this is the only presentable food picture =.=

7# Performance from my formal club, music and performing arts club *clap clap* Check out our BOOTH in my year =)

8# Was pretty crowded, and didn’t get to eat much. Most of the food were sold out =’(

9# Phoebe and yit han, it is pretty amaze that we’re closer to each other after graduation =)

10# My sejarah teacher, Mr. Rama aka butterfly,… *if only sejarah is in eng in highschool* I will not fall asleep in class =p

11# One of my senior, it is also kinda cool that we’re talking to eachother now, although we do not know each other officially way back. meet kelvin, the latin dancer.

12# Another senior of mine, sweet girl! Reminds me so much of tang mun yee =p

More pictures will be up on fb soon *stay tuned*

When I was in highshool, I often wonder how’s life after form 5..things like ” What will happen between me and him”, “What kind of people I will encounter”, ” What I want to do when I have my freedom”, and the list goes on.. And to be honest, I wanted to get out of that place so badly, I never like it there.. (CLICK don’t mind my “powderful england” in the past XD)

But today, I realize,”Well.. it’s not so bad after all” I miss this place, I miss skipping classes and spending time in the music room, I miss walking around the school with him, I miss my noisy classmates for they never failed to entertain my day, I miss seeing those familiar faces, I miss eating free food from canteen, I miss pissing my dicipline teachers off ..LOL..  Really.. Damn! I really miss highschool.

PS: Feel free to have a look at the highschool label under the categories on the left border, you will find a lot of interesting stories there =D, cheers!

…Dessert!

If there is a color to represent dessert, I think it will be PINK, because it’s sweet, lovely, happiness, irresistible..

I know this is extremely random, but i think it is a fact that dessert is the remedy for a broken heart or a screwed up day.. Well, at least many girls think so, no? So, why not bring your girlfriends, lover or mother out for a dessert when they are stuck in a FML state.

Stressed spelled backwards is desserts. Coincidence? I think not!

PS: Try the ice kacang at face-to-face ( 面对面 ) pan mee, I assure you it’s indescribable delicious.. it’s something you won’t find in other shop *wink*

So here I am reminiscing our childhood. To be honest, I’m so glad to have you in my life. Mum always say that I love you more when we’re still a child, please know that it is not true, because I’ve always cherish you, (although you always ask me to belanja you makan =p)

Remember how I used to make you cry and laugh at the same time? (Gosh, you always forgive me so easily and I hope that still stay the same.) Your expression is priceless, laughing while you still have tears in your eyes and mucus in your noes XD. I will never forget that and I’ll always have that in heart. My sweet little brother, one and only brother, Leslie.

PS: I had some of your abalone flavor macadamia nuts earlier =p

Claudia Schiffer for GUESS by Ellen von unwerth  in 1989

Paris Hilton for GUESS by Marciano

I still think Daniel Henney is hotter!

I want that body right there!

She looks like nicole kidmann + angeline jolie to me

Nicole Trufio for GUESS by Marciano

And this is the look I’m going to immitate!

Have always love the GUESS advertisement, it has never failed to attract my attention everytime I walk pass the shop. Beautiful models with sizzling hot bodies, I know I can never be like any one of them, so.. …

Wait! who said so? Everyone deserves to dream, right? And with Dwayne Foong and photoshop CS4, my dream come true!

1# This suppose to be the morning after look

2# Black and white with tinted yellow.

3#The pose looks like I’m delivering a baby XD (in a sexy way)

4# One of my fav!

5# Last picture of the day, Guess by Mandylogy =p

And here it is, i hope you like it.. the sensual and guess-model-wannabe me! =D and don’t forget to comment!

PS: I heard the new CS5 is amazing? Sadly i’m still stuck with CS4.

As I’m writing this post, I’m still freaking burning.. Yes, I was being accused for shop lifting and threatened!

This all happened on a blue Monday, after exam, me and one of my mate went to have our lunch in ss15 and before we left, we decided to check out this shop opposite Asia cafe.

Went it for 15 mins or so, tried on a few cloths but didn’t found anything appealing so went away, and after got on car, realized my sun glasses went missing, so went back to the shop and check.

You’re not gonna believe this, when my friend went in to ask for my glasses, the shop keeper claimed that I stole something from the shop, a necklace according to her. Went to park my car and stomped my way up to the shop, and the shop keeper went “I’m not giving your glasses back, unless you return the item or you pay!” WTF!?

Reason with her for a good 15 mins, but the conversation is going no where, called the shop owner eventually, but the shop owner said she was busy and she sent one of her friend, more like her BF.

BF came into the shop after 3o mins or so, me and my friend demanded him to watch the cctv and prove that we’re just two innocent people stuck in being accused for something which is so not true! He then went in to the room, came out after 10 mins talking on the phone with the owner. Waited him to finish his conversation and asked him to show us. Mana tahu he says “Sorry, no password cannot access” WTF x2! He was talking on the phone with the owner and can’t he ask for the password, why is it so difficult? Me and my friend got really furious, and we were very aggressive (I don’t think I’m wrong for being pissed at him, tell me about it? How would you feel if you’re in my shoe? Hold you back without any evident?)I told him, “Who on earth will be so stupid, request to watch a cctv if he/she stole something from your shop, and note that your shop keeper is being very rude”

Later on, the guy raises his voice and said “Ok,, if you want it this way, be this way, you want me to call my guys is it?”, yes! he was freaking threatening me, and i took out my phone and trying to record what he said, and I went “You know what? don’t freaking raise your voice at me, this is so wrong!” And you know what happened next? He snatched my phone! Yes! and he even added that he will break my phone, to be more precise, he says “so what if i take your phone?.. you think i won’t break it is it? How much it cost!” (I don’t care how much my phone cost, but breaking your customer belongings? or snatching someone belongings without permission? That’s wrong) O, and he ran out of lines and said he wants my parent phone no. (Crazy dude, does he really think that my mum will reason with a barbarian?!)

Took back my phone eventually after he finds that nothing in my phone  can charge him. Waited. Stunned. Pissed. And he called the owner “Hey, you come settle, I don’t want talk to them, I fed up” WTF x3! Friend called father. Friend’s father came up. And told him we’re not gonna spend another hour to wait for the bloody owner to make her way to the shop, left our number and asked them to call us back. (I know we should have done that earlier, but he left us no choice, he doesn’t allowed us to leave without letting him duplicate our IC and gosh why must i give him my ic? who the hell is he to ask for my id )

Shop owner called me back after two hours, and conversation below:

Barbarian: Mandy is it? I’m sorry for keeping you earlier

Me: So, how is it? (still pissed)

Barbarian: O. we found nothing, so basically it was all a misunderstanding la, we have nothing to hold on you.

Me: Fact is we’re innocent, you still don’t get that is it? (told her how her friend and her worker treated us)

Barbarian: I’m sorry mandy, my friend was just helping out and i can’t control what and how my worker says things, She’s pretty sharp and alert, you girls are the first customer who came in and right after you girls left the necklace went missing.

Me: Hello! Your worker represents you! and what now, i don’t give a damn on how sharp is she, truth is we didn’t steal anything! and the way you put your words are very offensive. I demand a report from you, I want to know what’s going on in the shop since you say necklace disappeared out of no where.

Barbarian: No no I don’t mean that. I know both party is very angry now (I know we’re angry, but i have no idea why are they being angry, because customer tell them how bad is their services?) I want to show you the cctv as well, but apparently there is something wrong with the cctv (they are very suspicious, gave us reason earlier on no password now something wrong)

Me: Great! god knows all these is a business scam, or may be the fact is your worker stole the necklace and you blame it on us. really this is ridiculous!

Barbarian: Hey! The necklace is a misery, alright? You can say whatever you want, you’re not the one who lost in this situation, our necklace is still missing (WTF! Your necklace worth more than my reputation)

Me: And you think sorry is everything where I’m being accused and threaten in your shop? No way! What is your company policy? is this how you treat your customer? tell me, what will you do if you really caught the thief, let it go just like that?

Barbarian: Our policy is simple, and i apologized, sorry I can’t do much, because me too don;t know what’s going on back there. But if we really caught the thief, we will send him to the jail or i will ask him to pay 100 times!

Me: Exactly! how selfish is that, if you caught someone messing with you, you will never let him off. But now, if you’re caught for mistreating your customer, you’re just going to say sorry without compensation and proper explanation and expect me to get over this? WTF

Barbarian: Then what do you want me to do? Sorry, I’m not paying you, like i said my company policy is simple… bla bla bla

Me: This is going no where (hung up the phone)

Tell me! What’s all these? I’m considering myself unlucky. Anyways, told my mum and she called back the next morning, and the owner has nothing to say, hung up the call and off the phone. Seriously, what really happened in the shop? Is this a scam? inside job? or there’s a freaking ghost who loves necklace living in that store?  Tell me about it.

PS: I’m not saying this because they pissed me off, but the cloths in their shop is really sungai wang and super overprice.

Here is another thing that I hate the most “Fur industry”, I came across a video on animal cruelty in the fashion industry few days ago. Seriously, it makes me sick! How on earth people can be so inhuman and cold blooded.

Stop giving me the, “well.. the’re just animals”, “It’s life, it has been going on since the early centuries”,”Well.. We can’t do anything, right?”… Damn you all, they have feelings!

Alright, if you are taking example on how the people in jungle need them to survive, or how the aborigins use them as cloths or decoration, I have no comment, because that’s their culture and living survival kid. But talk about high fashion? Those people who own high fashion are mostly in top of the hierachy, they are all educated, rich people with status. And again, we’re in 21st century, aren’t we suppose to be civilized?

Is this what they should have deserved? Born to dead? Who decides their destiny?

“When undercover investigators made their way onto Chinese fur farms, they found that many animals are still alive and struggling desperately when workers flip them onto their backs or hang them up by their legs or tails to skin them. When workers on these farms begin to cut the skin and fur from an animal’s leg, the free limbs kick and writhe. Workers stomp on the necks and heads of animals who struggle too hard to allow a clean cut.

When the fur is finally peeled off over the animals’ heads, their naked, bloody bodies are thrown onto a pile of those who have gone before them. Some are still alive, breathing in ragged gasps and blinking slowly. Some of the animals’ hearts are still beating five to 10 minutes after they are skinned. One investigator recorded a skinned raccoon dog on the heap of carcasses who had enough strength to lift his bloodied head and stare into the camera.

Before they are skinned alive, animals are pulled from their cages and thrown to the ground; workers bludgeon them with metal rods or slam them on hard surfaces, causing broken bones and convulsions but not always immediate death. Animals watch helplessly as workers make their way down the row.” (http://www.peta.org)

Your dogs or cats can be one of the victims.

Yes, some of them are too desperate to make profits from those poor animals and they started collecting stray dogs and cats from the street and to the worst scenario, they steal pets from houses. Below is a case study:

“Investigators reported that up to 8,000 animals were loaded onto each truck, with cages stacked on top of each other. Cages containing live animals were tossed from the tops of the trucks onto the ground 10 feet below, shattering the legs of the animals inside them. Many of the animals still had collars on, a sign that they were once someone’s beloved companions, stolen to be bludgeoned, hanged, bled to death, and strangled with wire nooses so that their fur can be turned into coats, trim, and trinkets.”

How many lifes just for a coat?

Heard of Fur Farm?

On these farms, foxes, minks, rabbits, and other animals pace and shiver in outdoor wire cages, exposed to driving rain, freezing nights, and, at other times, scorching sun. Mother animals, who are driven crazy from rough handling and intense confinement and have nowhere to hide while giving birth, often kill their babies after delivering litters. Also, many of them went through an emotional truama and turned into cannibalism, where they start eating their kind.

Fur doesn’t grow on trees!

Here’s a video for you, take a look at it.. I can’t bear to post more pictures on how the animals suffered, it’s just so wrong. Go google it, I bet you can find tons of it.

PS: Please spread the world, animals have feelings too!

It’s been a crazy week for me, tons of assignments and final presentation. But, those are not the hardest part, what drags me to hell is those irresponsible people that I’m dealing with, last minute work, o gosh! I just hate group assignments.

Final exam is around the corner, a week from now, and after that “I’m free!!”

I know.. I know.. you want a post with many many pictures.. but FYI.. I look like a walking corpse right now, not to mention those annoying pimples on my nose and forehead. Tsk Tsk..

O yea.. after much consideration, I’m back on diet, less sugar, less carbs, less oil… urgh.. in short, less everything! and lotsa chicken breast and eggs. Screw all of you who say I gain weights…

T_T *chanting* snowflakes.. kindori.. green tea frup.. strawberry lo.. snowflakes.. kindori.. strawberry lo.. green tea frup.. cheese.. more cheese.. *drool*

PS: I’m back on restaurant city, send me ingredient pls.. hugs and kisses*